By the Ocean
Breezy with Showers 72 Degrees
6:22 a.m.
I’ve been a student of Human Design for 14 years. No other body of knowledge has delivered more practical information about ME than this one. This is the reason I use it so often in my work with clients.
Human Design is not a religion that tells you how to be or what to do. It is a body of knowledge, subject to being validated or invalidated by your own experience, that offers insight about how you are wired to navigate the world.
There’s nothing to “believe,” there are only ideas to prove or disprove.
One of the parts of my chart shows that I am wired with a feeling of “never enough.” This means I could trip over $12 billion dollars on the way to the store and still not feel like everything would be taken care of.
I remember laughing when I heard this about me for the first time. It accurately described my internal experience, back when I was making $40 per hour as a computer consultant all through the years when the abundance began to flow.
It didn’t matter WHAT the number was, the feeling didn’t go away.
What value does Human Design offer for something like this? The value is awareness. WHO YOU ARE at the deepest levels doesn’t change. You are Divine “software” that found its way to biological “hardware.” So if you know that feeling is never going to go away, you can look at it with new eyes. You can release the grip you have on trying to shift it, to fill in the hole, to “get enough” to be OK.
You can make a choice to be OK, now, despite anything or everything else.
This is freedom. Knowing who you are is freedom.
As far as I know (I hope I’m wrong), there is no instruction manual for how to operate a human body in this reality. There are plenty of books that tell you how they think you should do it. Not many books that give you knowledge completely customized to YOU.
The number one secret to success in business is to KNOW YOURSELF. Once you do that, every other decision becomes clearer. Without that understanding, you are literally flying blind.
The Matrix hopes you never get that understanding. It needs you to think the answers are outside of you rather than inside of you. Everything it creates is a prop in the drama it produces to keep you from the truth.
My “never enough” feeling isn’t a problem. It is an opportunity to reclaim my power.