By the Ocean
Cloudy 74 Degrees
4:08 a.m.
You are wired to move towards what you want.
The Matrix teaches you to take what you can get.
These are two very different energetic states. The first is a state of expansion, the second of constriction.
Most people live in a state of constriction, pretty much all of the time.
I have been working through this programming since the year 2002 when I quit my last job (by fax!) and left the “safety” of trading a dramatically limited form of my value for the feeling of security.
Feeling “safe” is a trap designed to limit you. Safe is an illusion. If you’re breathing, you’re not safe.
The real goal is to align with the truth. Feeling “alive” is the point.
Why do you have your dreams and your desires if not to live them?
Were we simply put here to suffer by being given the capacity to dream and want with no way to realize those things?
I don’t have any space for that idea in my field because that’s not the reality I choose to create.
What you want is a clue. It is a system of navigation that is put inside of your being to show you which way to go. “You want that?” says the Universe. “Go that way!”
What you want isn’t some reward you give yourself after the “real” work is done, what you want IS THE WORK YOU ARE HERE TO DO!
Do you have the courage to believe it? Are you bold enough to live it?
That’s really the question. There’s so much fear around this that it freezes people in place for years, maybe decades, before some of them decide to stand up and move in the direction of the song in their heart.
“But I don’t want to be irresponsible…there are bills to pay!”
In Matrix Land, “doing what you want” is often referred to as “irresponsible.”
That’s how big the lie is. That it fills people with fear at the thought of going after what they want. They teach this to children and those children become adults.
THAT. IS. EVIL.
One of the most difficult parts of this journey is developing the capacity to hold the immense power you have inside of you.
- You were taught to believe you have no power.
- You were taught to view yourself as small.
- You were told that you are inconsequential.
- You were fed lies like “that’s just how the world works.”
- You were conditioned to do whatever is required to “get picked” so that you can feel “safe” and never venture anywhere near discovering the true brilliance you came here to share with the world.
If you want to accept that B.S., you’re on the wrong email list!
Follow your heart. Pursue your dreams. Create the life you envision for yourself on the inside in the 3D material world.
You came with all of the raw materials required to make what you desire real. Move in that direction. Get help if you need it. Sort out the puzzle for how to make it work. Follow the flow of the Universe/God/Your Higher Self, whatever name you want to call the force.
The Matrix is designed to lead you to your fate.
Your heart knows the way to get you to your destiny.